Introduction
In my bondage fantazies I wanted for a long time to explore what happens after hours and hours of bondage, maybe even days ? That’s what we call long term bondage.
I have some friends experienced into that and Rotkaepple offered to keep me locked for the whole easter weekend.
There are many ways of organizing the logistics of a long bondage game, I decided to make it pretty extreme to fulfill my fantazy. These are some constraints I put to the game :
- The game would last max 72h, up to the warden to set the end time
- During the game I should almost not get out of the cell
- I would need to be totally isolated from the outside world
- The light would be always on in the cell (real mindfuck)
- I would only eat liquid meals with a straw (mostly dehumanizing)
Other measures were taken for safety/convenience :
- A radio emergency call button was always in my reach
- The webcam was almost all the time monitored
- Once a day a shower & toilet break was allowed
- Diapers were used the rest of the time, so no excuse to leave for a small pee-pee
Food & Drink
As stated before, I had only liquid meals like these to eat, and glasses of water :
That’s all… let’s start
Day 1
Well, it actually started with a night, at around 23:30 was the beginning. Chained hands and feet to the walls, with a blanket and a hood
On the morning, at H+10h45 I was spread eagled, fed and left like that for about an hour
At around 12h that day, I was taken out for a shower break.
Then back in MX gear + straitjacket and left waiting for 4 hours…
When I was getting cold I was allowed a blanket
Later in the afternoon, around 16h30, I was chained onto the wall for an hour or so
And left waiting again until 20h where I was fed and tighthly packed with ropes for an hour and a half :
After 21h in the game, we did a break, I was transported in my straitjacket on my couch to have a quick chat, see what we can improve. I had not much to say, I was very deep into sub mind at that time… sooo.. it was getting late, back to sleep. I was put back in my cell, still with the straitjacket and a prison capture hood was applied.
Day 2
That morning, after breakfast, I was left about an hour staring at the wall
After more thant 35h in the game, second shower break, and I’m back in wetsuit + prison gear + handcuffs & tubes
I’m left like that for 2h30, the hood was removed and I was just sitting, just looking at the wall
Later I was stripped of the prison gear and rope-tied to a chair for about 2 hours. I was edged on that chair for a while with a vibrator
After that, I was put back into my FXR suit, handcuffed hands in the back and left to rot for about 2 hours. We were now 41 hours into the game. I was starting to feel really bored. There was I think the first switch. Erlier I could more or less sleep through boring times, now I couldnt sleep much anymore, just stare at the wall or ceiling for a long time in a perfectly quiet room… there was just me and my restraints…
Later, about 7pm that day, I was put into my leather sleepsack and roped to the walls. Electro cock & ass was applied
After electro was finished, the leather hood was removed, I complained it was pressuring my head too much. Here I stood, forced to look at the ceiling lights, unable to sleep because of them. I was told there are 3 more hours before the symbolic 48h mark. That started a real mindfuck for me. I couldnt move, couldnt sleep, was forced to look at that ceiling and time was veery sloooowwww. At some point I really want to rip trough the sleepsack and escape it… without success….
We were now at the 48 hours mark. I was given a chance to stop the game if I wanted too… I asked to push some more. I was then put back in MX & straitjacket for the night.
Day 3
How does a good day start ? with more bondage ! after 12h left sleeping and dreaming, I was roped down to the floor, fed, and left to wiggle
The rest of the day was pretty uneventful, I was bored, empty minded. I had no willpower anymore, I was just waiting and accepting my fate…. That was a really really special mindset, I’ve never felt before… we were 58 hours into the play…
And after that, more than 63 hours, I was released ! Weather was beautiful ouside, I proceeded to kiss a tree and that’s it !
Huge thank you to my warden who went into all the efforts and the logistics to take over and keep an eye on me day and night !
And to wrap up this post, here are the words of Rotkaepple, how he approached the play and made it fitting for my experience
A few words from my warden
I heĺped Greg already while designing and building his cell. At some point, there was the need to properly celebrate this achievement. Greg put in so much effort and though into it. When he discussed the idea, that he wanted to be kept in this cell for a long term play, I was immediately game. After we needed to cancel the first attempt due to sickness, we found the Easter holidays to do the next try. This presented us with a long weekend. As it was not the first time for me doing this kind of a no-release play, I wanted to make it special for Greg. I knew him now for years, and we did already some long term stuff (e.g. he wanted to be kept 24hrs in in SJ), so I know him quite well. Long term like this is actually a lot of work, concepts, constant adaptions and logistics to take care of. How do you do the basic stuff like meals, shower, hygienic breaks. But also keep it interesting for both sides. It shouldn’t be a pure service after all. It should be fun for both sides. As Greg mentioned in his view, how he wanted to have it laid out, I made a rough concept for my own. As Greg already gave you a list of events, I don’t go into these details again. My concerns were more, to make it alternating between strict and loose bondage. Less movement and more movement. I think this is important for getting your body working and your circulation up and running again. So every strict bondage had also more comfort bondage paired with it. As I wanted that he’s able to endure it as long as possible, everything needed to be right. Meaning that I wanted to start lightly, build up the stress and then get it more and more boring towards the end. This is something completely different from short term play. Of course I can strap him in tightly into a SJ. This feels great for 2hrs, but can’t be endured longer. And if you’re in pain or muscle ache, there is nearly no way to really get rid of it completely without a full release. But this of course shouldn’t happen. So the bondage needs to be always of the right level. With the possibility of the long weekend, we have not been restricted for just a night or so. But I also didn’t want it end and then I just need to leave. Sub-drop is real. I wanted to plan for enough aftercare to compensate that. With that in mind I limited the duration from Thursday evening to Sunday evening as I will leave on Monday back to my place to give enough room to have him reach the now and then afterwards properly again. We agreed on a breakpoint at the 48hrs mark. Until then it will be no-release. After that it will be up to my decision for how long it will last (with the overall limit in mind). I think this curve was nicely described already by Greg above. I had my fun in working him towards this flipping point Greg mentioned earlier. My biggest concern was, that the bondage is too strict so that we need to cancel it due to real issues. Luckily this was not the case. The bondage although was not lenient, but still strict. Greg was never released, also for shower breaks always chained to the wall without the chance of escape. I was seeing the frustration and boredom building up. Not that I made in on purpose boring. I spread out the changes and actions somewhat evenly. But that saturation level was getting higher and higher. During the time in the sleepsack, I was foreseeing his flipping point coming. But of course seeing him “suffer” in such a way is still difficult. Because if there would have been the chance, he would have left there right a way. Once these 15min were through, I saw the acceptance of his situation. With that we could continue for the next day. I continued with his favorite bondage in MX and SJ and worked up for the release. I prepared a treat with a proper dinner afterwards. His happiness proved it right to continue and let him experience the acceptance of his situation and not let him out. A no-release play means no release in between.
This is only working when a very deep level of trust is achieved. The sub needs to feel this trust. Because they need to trust the top to make the right call. If they need out, they need out. But if not, it is up to the top to decide how to handle it. A wish is not always granted. But this must not be overruled, when it is a real reason. If this trust is not there, this flipping point will never been reached, it needs to be called of. And yes, this is a lot of work. Constant monitoring, staying alert of any changes in the sub, sleeping while still monitoring, doing stuff, which you always could stop or interrupt as you need to tend to the sub, feeding yourself and the sub, and a lot of more things. Was it worth it? Yes absolutely. I’m very proud that I was allowed this, that we together achieved something very rare, that I was part of building and celebrating his cell. And I’m very happy, that I have generated a very happy sub after this weekend.